Is it ok to laugh Lord at the vileness of our intention
Is it ok to cry when the dust settles where your wind sends it
Is it ok to desire the slope after the crest of a wave
In normalcy i thank you for the short sobering breaks
And when i tremble at the burden of the heart that looks upon us broken
Is it ok that I weary in the heaviness of your words spoken
Will you forgive me for the resistance that i war with inside
Will you give me the strength to combat all these lies
And when this dust settles and the sandcastles are destroyed
Is it ok then, or will i regret all that’s void
Teach me to number the days of this walk
Teach me to fight for the jewels of your flock
Leave me no regrets as this vapor now scatters
Help me to find life beyond the deception of matter
Is it ok that i can’t shake the fear of this ending
Is ok that i long for the unseen beginning
Guard my heart in all things that are true
Cast away the heaviness of this world that’s not you
Bring me to the gates where the counsel awaits
But let me not go until you have sealed our faith